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The Girls in the Hall
An earlier version of this story
first appeared in
West Florida Literary Federation's
"Emerald Coast Review XIII." |
Emily looked at the sepia-toned
photograph of the first girl. The expression in the girl’s eyes was indecipherable.
Emily wondered what the girl had felt at the moment the shutter captured
her image, what she had thought. At times, Emily thought she had a glimmer
of understanding, a tenuous grasp of the emotions that had filled the small,
thin body of the girl, but then the perception would slip away, leaving
her puzzled, wondering.
The first girl wore clothing which
fastened her to the days of the past; a calico dress with a white collar
and puffed sleeves. The sleeve bands encircled but didn’t touch the thin
arms that hung, lax and mute, the hands partially hidden in the folds of
the gathered skirt.
She moved to the next photograph
that hung on the wall in the hall of Gran’s old rambling two-story house.
Three-stories if you counted the attic. The attic where the children were
forbidden to go.
The second girl looked a bit older
than the first. Probably about twelve. Emily’s age. She wore a full skirt
that had a stylized dog printed on it, a poodle whose leash swirled and
curled up the skirt to the waistband. She had on a shirt that was open
at the collar and sported a scarf tied around her neck at a jaunty angle.
Like the first girl, she had no smile on her lips, and her eyes that seemed
to look into Emily’s didn’t reveal her feelings.
The girl in the third photograph
was dressed in jeans and a sweater, wisps of her long, light-colored hair
wafting in a slight breeze. Like the other two, her faraway look revealed
no secrets.
Emily sighed. She was fascinated
with the girls on Gran’s wall, had been mystified by them as long as she
could remember. But each time she asked questions about them, Gran found
some excuse to bustle away, leaving those questions unanswered. Except
for the names of the girls and who they were. Mama had told Emily that
the first girl’s name was Mae and that she was Gran’s aunt. The second
was Pamela, Gran’s oldest sister. And the third was Lisa, Mama’s oldest
sister. That was all she knew.
But she sensed a pervasive sadness
in each girl. A sadness that she saw in each face.
That’s silly, she told herself.
You just think they look sad because you’re so sad about Mama and Daddy.
At the thought of her parents, Emily
turned from the photographs and sat on the telephone bench, shoulders hunched,
clasped hands pressed hard on top of her knees, fighting for control of
her emotions. She leaned her head back, rolled her eyes toward the ceiling
and barely averted the spilling of the tears that filled her eyes.
She wished she could run away, far
away from the turmoil and heartache that had descended upon her with the
breakup of her parents’ marriage. Their conflict hadn’t ended with the
decision to end their marriage. Now they were locked in combat over custody
of Emily, her brother, Daniel, and sister Winona.
“Hey, Emily,” Amber called, peering
through the screen door.
Emily cleared her throat and blinked.
“Come on in.”
“What ya doing?” Amber said as she
sauntered down the hall.
“Oh, nothing much.”
“You been looking at those pictures
again, haven’t you,” Amber said, sighed and shook her head.
Emily shrugged.
Amber leaned close and whispered,
“I heard something today about those girls.”
“What? What did you hear?”
“Let’s go out back and I’ll tell
you.”
“Amber!” five-year-old Winona said
when she appeared in the kitchen door. She trotted down the hall toward
them, having heard Amber’s voice. She liked Emily’s friend and wanted to
be included with the “big girls.”
“Hey there, Winnie the Pooh,” Amber
said. “Whatchya been doing today?”
“Me and Gran are making cookies.
She’s cutting them off the roll and I’m putting them on the pan.”
“Sounds like fun. You go watch the
cookies and let me know when they’re ready to eat. Ok?”
“Ok,” Winona said and hurried back
to the kitchen.
“C’mon,” Amber said to Emily. “Let’s
go.”
She didn’t speak again until they
were in the shady backyard, in the small plot near the back fence. It seemed
private, concealed by shrubs that almost surrounded it, and the two friends
considered it their own special place. Amber’s mother had told them that
once, long ago, there had been a playhouse on that small patch of grass.
It had been torn down when she was still a girl.
“Well,” Emily said after she settled
herself on the grass cross-legged. “Tell me about it.”
“Miss Jane came over for coffee
with Mama this morning. They didn’t know I was up yet, so they were talking
about stuff they usually keep hush-hush around me. But I heard what they
were saying.”
“So, tell me.”
“They talked about some girls that
lived here a long time ago. Said the girls disappeared and were never seen
again.”
A chill finger of apprehension traced
a line from the base of Emily’s spine, up her back to her neck. She shivered.
“When? When did it happen?”
“It didn’t happen all at once.”
“How did it happen?”
“Nobody knows.”
“What else? Is that all they said?”
Amber looked away from Emily, seeming
unwilling to continue.
“They did say something else, didn’t
they?”
Amber plucked a clover blossom and
seemed intent on removing the tiny tubular petals, one by one.
“Tell me!”
Amber looked into Emily’s eyes.
“Miss Jane said, if it was her, there’s no way she’d let a girl your age
stay in this house. Mama told her--”
“Why? Why wouldn’t she?”
“--your Gran had no choice, what
with your parents’ divorce and all. That you and Winnie and Daniel had
no place else to go right now.”
“But why wouldn’t she let a girl
my age stay here?”
“Because you’re the age those other
girls were when they disappeared.”
Emily fell silent.
“Hey, you’re not going to let old
fussbudget Miss Jane upset you, are you?” Amber asked, patting her friend
on the shoulder. “Just forget it. I thought you’d think it was funny. I
didn’t know it would upset you.”
“I . . . I’m not upset . . .” Emily
said, her voice trailing off.
“Yes, you are,” Amber said. “Look.
I’m sorry I said anything.”
“That’s ok.”
* * *
Two days later, on Thursday, Daniel
got sick. By Friday morning, his fever was raging, and Gran was alarmed.
She decided to take him to the doctor.
“Emily, you take Winona and see
if you can stay at Amber’s house until Daniel and I get back. I’m sure
it’ll be ok with her mama. I’d ask her myself, but I . . .” she broke off
as she looked at the small, flushed boy in her arms, and worry drew prominent
lines around her eyes.
“Ok, Gran.”
Emily stood on the edge of the porch,
watching Gran back the car out of the driveway. Winona stood beside her,
rubbing her eyes and yawning.
“Let’s get dressed and go to Amber’s,”
she said, taking her younger sister by the hand.
“Ok. But I’m hungry.”
Emily hesitated for a moment. “I’m
sure Gran won’t mind if we have a bowl of cereal first,” she said, and
headed down the hall to the kitchen.
As she spooned cereal into her mouth,
Emily let her eyes wander around the kitchen, absent-mindedly resting them
on the various objects hung here and there. A large clock made in the shape
of a cat. A picture of a rooster crowing. A bowl of fake fruit on top of
the refrigerator. A board in the shape of a key with rings of keys hanging
from the hooks on the bottom of it. Her eyes stopped there.
One of those keys, the single one
on the end probably, had to be the key to the hasp lock on the attic door.
Emily tore her eyes away. Gran had always given orders that the children
were not to even go near the narrow flight of steps that led to the attic.
She ate her cereal, trying to keep
her eyes away from the board with its metallic array. But they returned.
Again and again, seeming to be drawn by some force outside herself.
By the time the girls had finished
eating and were dressed, Emily had made up her mind. She’d take one look
in the attic, then they’d go to Amber’s house. For some reason, she felt
she had to see what was in that attic, had to see what it was that Gran
didn’t want her to see.
She convinced Winona to go into
the living room to watch cartoons, with the promise that they’d go to Amber’s
house soon. Once her little sister was engrossed in one of her favorite
animated shows, Sissy slipped into the kitchen and took the key. She walked
up the stairs, step by step, unsure of herself now that she’d decided to
disobey Gran. If she stopped now and replaced that key, no one would ever
know.
A thought came to her, No one’s
going to know, anyway. Who’s going to tell them?
The key glided into the lock. Sissy
turned it and the lock fell open. She removed it from the loop on which
it hung, pulled back the hasp and replaced the lock on the loop. And turned
the doorknob. The door creaked as it swung open. She drew a shaky breath
and stepped inside. A murky light from the dirty dormer window fell across
the dusty floorboards. And revealed that the attic was empty.
“Huh?” Emily said aloud.
She didn’t know what she’d expected,
but, all the mystery and all the taboos--for nothing? Her shoulders drooped.
“Oh, well . . .” she said, and turned
to leave. And stopped.
In the corner, pushed against the
wall, was a small trunk.
She approached slowly and knelt
in front of it. She touched the carved, arched lid lightly, ran her fingers
along the contours. And smiled.
What treasures might be hidden inside?
Gold? Jewels?
Nah, you’re just being silly, she
thought.
Emily took a deep breath and opened
the latches. She lifted the lid. “What?” she said.
In the half-light, she saw that
the trunk was filled with clothes. What a disappointment. She rested a
hand on top of a folded scarf and felt a hard object beneath it. She pushed
the scarf aside and picked up the picture frame that had lain under it.
Emily stood and walked close to the dormer where the light was stronger.
And got a closer look at the photograph in the frame.
There was a playhouse in the picture,
by the back fence, the beginnings of shrubs planted around it. And three
young girls stood together in front of it, smiling, holding hands. Emily
recognized them.
As she stood looking at the picture,
at the girls’ happy faces, a warmth and contentment flooded through her,
replacing all the misery she’d felt for so long. The darkness of the attic
receded from her view, transformed into the brightness of a sunny morning,
and the girls in the photograph began to beckon to her.
* * *
Gran frowned when she saw the open
front door. She’d have to speak to Emily about leaving the door open. Her
frown deepened into a scowl when she heard the cartoon music coming from
the living room. She stopped in the doorway and shifted Daniel to her other
arm.
“Winona! What are you doing here?
And where is Emily?”
“Uh, I don’t know. She said we were
going to Amber’s in a minute or two.”
“Emily!” Gran called. She laid Daniel
on the couch and stomped into the hall.
And screamed when she saw the fourth
photograph on the wall.. |